Without You

Today just wasn’t the same without you.
I felt lost the whole day.
Incomplete.
I felt like a balloon with only a little bit of helium left – it just didn’t float properly.
I missed you.

It seems that you not only have half my heart, you also have three quarters of my brain.
So I failed at school today, couldn’t do any work, because you had my brain.
I missed you.

We didn’t have our little foursome today, because both you and my owl were away.
Me and Garnet were lost.
I missed you.

The stupid heat didn’t make it much better either.
It made my mind all foggy, and I couldn’t think straight.
I think that half of me was actually with you, wherever you were.
I missed you.
Please dont leave me alone at school again :(
But if you have to then i will deal with it.
Just try not to.

It's funny because at school I dont always talk to you.
Sometimes I'm with other people.
But I think the difference was today is that you weren't there.
When I'm not talking to you, when you are there, the difference is that I know that you're there for me.
But you weren't today.
So I felt insecure, unsafe.
You make me feel safe.

I didn't realise how much of me is yours until you were gone.

I love you.