It's you, it's always you.

It’s you I cant stop thinking about.
You seem to take up my thoughts twenty three hours of the day.
I dreamt about you again last night.
You even plague me in my sleep.
I just can’t be free from you.
But I know I wouldn’t want to be.
I’ve told you that I love you twice this week.
I couldn’t help it, its just too easy to be truthful around you.
Things just slip out when I'm talking to you.
And I worry that every little thing will reveal too clearly how obsessed I am with you.
I wish I could call you mine.
But I would never want to do that against your will.
I want you to hurry up and decide whether you want me.
But I don’t want you to rush the decision,
I want it to be the right one.
If you decide no, thats fine.
But I just don’t want to loose you, not ever.
I'm too much of a coward to face loosing you.
So, if you do decide no, please can we still be good friends?
I suppose what I'm trying to say is that I need you.
And I need you to need me.

Please..?
Only it’s your choice, it always will be your choice,
I would never force myself upon you.
I just wish that you could be mine.
I wish.
I wish.
I wish.