12:52am

Finally.
3,725 words, fifteen pages, hours and hours, plenty of tears, a few cups of coffee, and several thousand songs later I have finally done it.
Finished that bloody friggan chemistry eei.

So its 12:29am in the morning.
And last night it was 12:17am in the morning.
And the night before that it was 12 something.
And the night before that it was 11 something.
And the night before that..

Do you have any idea how much effort I have put into this chemistry? I didn’t realise it until now, just how much effort I have put in. Yes, mine isn’t as long as most others, but I’ve worked pretty damn hard at it. I doubt it will amount to anything but hey, I don’t think I can get worse than my physics eei..

Guess who was the biggest idiot in the world?
(hmmm isn’t that a silly question; it must be steph of course!)
I didn’t realise until about 15 minutes ago that for every test we did there is what the good results should be and what the bad results should be. So here I was, trying to google whether or not 54% DO in our water was good or not. This assignment has actually been the one and only where google has not been helpful! THAT MUST BE A RECORD!

My last assignment for this term. Done, completed, finished, over.
And I don’t care that my font is ugly. (I am usually quite paranoid about my font!)
I don’t care that it isn’t as long as most of the others.
I don’t care that I only have five different sections on my contents page.
I don’t care that I only have three bibliography references.
I don’t care that I just threw in a few in text references at the last minute when Topaz reminded me at 11:30 tonight.
I don’t care that those in text references are referenced wrong.
I don’t care that on my 12th page there are only three lines because there is just too many to fit on the last page before I go onto my conclusion.
I don’t care that I am going to be so unbelievably tired tomorrow and probably not enjoy cultural/elise’s not as much as I could.
I don’t care that one of my best friends wont talk to me because of something that I did.
I don’t care that in the past few weeks I’ve been someone else, someone who I really don’t like.
I don’t care that I havnt done exercise in about a week because I’ve been studying.
I don’t care that I'm not on the best terms with a few people who really matter to me.
I don’t care.

Because I have finished my Chemistry eei, and tomorrow is cultural festival and the last day of term three, and tomorrow I will see my friends, and on saturday I will be at the beach, away from this, away from school, away from everything except the sand and the waves.

Today wasn’t a good day.
FML was said a lot.
But you know what?
Like my baby said.

Life is good.
:)