It's good to be back!

I’m outside again.
The weather was nice today.
A few clouds in sight.
I can smell summer on the way.

Today it seems I just can’t get enough of outside. There were a few clouds in sight, yes, but funnily enough today’s weather was far better than yesterdays.
For one reason.

I AM COMPETELY AND TOTALLY FINISHED ALL MY EXAMS FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS!
(ok well I do have a chemistry assignment left to do which I thankfully got an extension on until Friday, but it doesn’t count because Friday is ages away and I'm sure I’ll get it done by then.. *touch wood*)

It is so unbelievably surprising how much of a difference being exam free makes me. I could feel these last few weeks the normal me slipping away and getting buried under stress. I could see that she was disappearing but I didn’t really know why or how to make her come back. I didn’t realise until my stress was gone that I was even stressed. But I was. But I'm not any longer!

Goodbye exams, goodbye stress, goodbye homework, see you again sometime in October!

Today started off just like the other days; without a brain, feeling like mush, for some reason incredibly tired. Did my chemistry exam, failed not quite miserably but almost, and then went to HJ’s.

It is amazing how much a cheeseburger stunner deal can revitalise the mind and spirit! Not to mention the free refills.. I had three of them :S That was the best time filling my face with unhealthy food and not caring about getting fat; talking (and laughing!) quite loudly; not worrying about exams or anything. We then walked to Kristy’s house and had lots and lots of sex and dancing! That was what got me back to normal; dancing and singing all the wrong notes at the top of my lungs. I felt the old me come back finally, back where she belonged.

No more stress, no more saying things I don’t mean, no more loosing my mind.

I can smell the beach now, more than ever.

For the first time in quite a long time I actually had fun in choir, instead of thinking that I could be using this time to do assignments.
Do you have any idea how weird it is to come home and not have piles of homework to do? I actually have free time now, instead of always having to sneak on msn at 10 at night (when there is no one on anyway).

Oh and Greenday is my absolute FAVOURITE, writing such a bloody brilliant song like Jesus of Suburbia to which me and my owl sung along to for the entire 9 minutes and 8 seconds that it goes for and to which the real me finally came out of hiding :)

But highlight of the whole day?
Singing to High School Musical song Breaking Free.
(Brilliant filming skills by the way, Topaz!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAuS7yMDT6s

Best day of my life, spent with some of the people who I love.

Tianna, Kristy, Erin, Bec, Elise, Neville, Gabe & Camilla

Thanks for making this one such a great day :)
And welcome back old Stepho :)

I think you were missed.