I missed you today.
Even though you were standing right next to me.
It wasn’t you who was there.
It was someone else.
Someone else who had taken your body and kicked what made you you out of it.
And then decided to inhabit your body themselves.
Where were your jokes?
Your “I’m such a dick”?
What happened to your tooth smile that makes me laugh every time I see it?
Why was it me pulling you along, instead of your usual “Come on, Stephie!”?
I know you said you were tired when I asked you what was wrong,
But I can’t shake off the feeling that I’ve done something.
Please, can that not be it.
Please, if I have done something, or if someone has said something, anything, please no..
I don’t want to loose you.
As irrational and silly as that sounds,
I really don’t want to loose you.
And I promise you, I will have you in whatever way, shape or form that you may come in.
I only just found you.
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