And just in case you thought I forgot..

Well I didn’t.
Not for one second.

Every day I thought about you, and every day I missed you.
Until I found Isaac, I missed you more than words can say, every moment of the day.
But don’t worry,
He didn’t replace you.

No one could ever replace you.
No one.

But he reminded me of you because we were so similar.
Just like me and you.
And he helped to ease my loneliness that I had from being away from you.
Even if only the tiniest bit.
Because I missed you.
More than I could say.

Every beautiful thing I saw, I wish you could see as well.
I wanted to share with you all of the wonderful sights that I was seeing.
I wanted you to be in heaven just like I was.
And that made me miss you even more.

The three of you, my gemstones, I missed.
It was you I always thought of, when I was lonely and wanted someone to talk to.
I missed all three of you.
More than what I thought was possible.

I didn’t realise how much I loved you until I didn’t have you anymore.
But I do love you.
A lot.