Falling for something that doesn't exist.

I can now no longer speak to you.
I cannot see you.
I cannot talk about you.

I miss you. An awful lot.
But its more painful to be with you.
At least this way I can pretend that you do not exist.

I still cry. It doesn’t stop the tears.
It doesn’t completely stop the pain.
And it certainly doesn’t stop me thinking about you.

It’s not right.
It’s not supposed to be like this.
This is not supposed to happen.

Please, make it stop.

Is there a cure for this pain
Maybe I should have something to eat
But food wont take this emptiness away
Im hungry for you my love

Well I made it through another day
In my cold room
On scraps and pieces left behind
I survive on the memory of you